Eating Something Sweet on a Sweet Day turned Bitter

October 11, 2013

Tapos na exams namin. Yay! Hinintay namin yung iba matapos sa kanilang exams. After that, umalis na kami sa UST ng 11am. Travel time from UST to Love Desserts is 30 mins. Umaambon nung nasa jeep kami. Pagdating namin dun, ang sarap nung mga naka-serve ngayon kesa nung last time. Kumuha ako nang sylvanas, brownies, brazo de mercedes, macaroons, chocolate cake, yung mga nakalagay sa glass thing, dynamite at nachos. After 30 mins, naumay na ko. Hindi ko na kaya. Parang maisusuka ko na yung kinain ko. Pinilit kong ubusin after an hour. Pagkatapos magbayad, umalis na kami. Nauna umuwi si J. Yung iba bumaba sa UST. Habang si S ay bumaba sa isetann at ako naman ay umuwi na from Lawton.

Pagdating ko nang bahay, napagalitan ako nang bonggang-bongga. Diabetes daw ang aabutin ko kapag kumain ako ng kumain ng matatamis. Hindi na daw nagagamot ang diabetes. And I was like, ang tagal nang pagitan nung huli akong kumain sa Love Desserts. Hindi ko naman nilamon yung lahat ng pagkain dun. Hinay hinay nga lang ako kumain sa LD. At saka, last day na eh. Can't I have some fun? Nasira na tuloy mood ko.

At Shakey's....

Photos courtesy of my friend L,

October 9 ang birthday ko pero October 8 kami nanlibre ng friend ko kasi iyun lang ang time na available ang lahat. Everyone gathered at 10am sa UST. Tapos after 30 mins, pumunta na kami sa Shakey's. Humabol na lang yung mga late. Inorder namin yung Monster Meal Deal. Tapos hintay kami ng 15-20 minutes for the food. Habang naghihintay, nagchika-chika kami.

This is us after eating. We look so happy here:

STILL HAPPY :)

All smiles :D

Problemado sa bill.

Pagkatapos kumain, nagmadali kami pumunta sa classroom kasi finals na namin sa Math 324. Habang naglalakad, nagaral na kami.

Unexpected

Damn, I was feeling down all day. First, the traffic and secondly, my grades. Hindi ko talaga ineexpect na babagsak ako ng Advanced Math. Ang taas-taas nang prelims ko tapos ok naman yung sw at hw namin.   *insert curse word here* Feeling major kasi eh.

Problemado ako buong araw. Andami kong iniisip. Hindi ko alam kung anung sasabihin ko sa magulang ko. Balak ko na lang sabihin sa kanila after my friend's debut o kapag malapit na enrollment. Bahala na si Lord.

Sabi ko pa naman sa sarili ko kapag pumasa ako sa Math 324, bibilhin ko na yung House of Hades. But nooooo, I had to fail. *insert curse word* 

After the consultation, we went to KFC to grab a bite. Habang kumakain, halos teary-eyed na ko. Ayokong umiyak kasi nakakahiya. These are the times when I regret taking Computer Science as my course. Ililibre pa naman ako ng ate ko sa Yakimix bukas. I feel soooo guilty. Huhuhuhu :(

Medyo nawala yung depression ko after listening to a friend's 'love story' at sa stuffed teddy tiger. Tapos napaisip-isip ako, from my first love up to the present. Wala ako masyadong napupusuan sa UST hahaha. No boy can compare to M. But I'm over him already.

AND SO THAT'S IT FOR TODAY. 

Mas mahaba na nilakad ko pauwi. From UST, umikot pa ko ng Recto and finally to Lawton. Natulog ako buong biyahe para hindi ko maisip yung mga problema ko. Pagdating ng bahay, iniwasan ko muna parents at ate ko. Buti na lang may stress-reliever ako. And that is my MY STUFFED TEDDY TIGER. :D

THANK YOU FRIENDS FOR THE WONDERFUL GIFT. First time kong makatanggap ng kakaibang stuffed toy. Puro teddy bear kasi ang nandito haha :)

Nakakatuwa kasi ang shape niya ay "ball". Mehehehe!

Kapag sad ako dito sa bahay, meron na akong kausap at kayo ang maaalala ko. And some of my worries go away.

AFTER CONSULTATION PICS. Meh while opening mah gift.

UVERworld

Just downloaded 8 albums of UVERworld namely: 

1. Timeless

2. Bugright

3. Proglution

4. Awakeve

5. Last

6. Life 6 Sense (3nd fave album)

7. The One (my fave album)

8. Neo Sound Best (a compilation album and my 2nd favorite album)

Recently, they released their 24th single  "Fight For Liberty / Wizard CLUB" which I'm now listening to. 

Here are some of their lyrics which I can relate to:

"Separation is the beginning of a new rendezvous.." - Koishikute

"We're like those flowers in the cracked vase.
You're by my side but not in your heart." - Okamoto Yumi

"There'll be times we don't understand each other.
But through misunderstanding, we'll gain understanding" - 51%

"I'd get sick of things and lose sight of everything."- Live everyday as it were the Last Day

"Wishing for something I can't have 
I can make it come true, only myself."- Live everyday as it were the Last Day

"From the beginning
We live being compared to someone." - Qualia

"It's sad to say good-bye to you 
Even though we don't see each other anymore, I won't forget you."- Shine

"Why do the things we treasure always break?" - Toki no Namida

"Everything changes with time; when I feel as if I'll lose myself in the scenery." - Toki no Namida

AND MY FAVORITE:

"I don't care how things turn out, and I don't care if I'll look uncool,

I will desperately try to change my future.

Even if I'm told that my destiny is immutable no matter what I do,

I myself can still change, and I will prove to you that I can change myself.

This is, that's right, "pride", each in its own place..." - CORE PRIDE

WIZARD CLUB.

FIGHT FOR LIBERTY

 

KAWAII <3 #uverworld #chibi

GOOD VIBES.

Philosophical Ramblings

THIS WAS SHARED TO ME BY A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL.

Hi, Ricky, Aleeza, Craig, Alyssa :)) I miss you guyzz <3

In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. Friendship and association can be thought of as spanning across the same continuum. The study of friendship is included in the fields of sociology, social psychology, anthropology, philosophy, and zoology. Various academic theories of friendship have been proposed, among which are social exchange theory, equity theory, relational dialectics, and attachment styles.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

• The tendency to desire what is best for the other
• Sympathy and empathy
• Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
• Mutual understanding and compassion
• Trust in one another (able to express feelings - including in relation to the other's actions - without the fear of being judged); able to go to each other for emotional support
• Positive reciprocity - a relationship is based on equal give and take between the two parties.

 

This description was from wikipedia. I do have to admit that it does have truth to it and some humans just seek to find another human they term as "friend" to satisfy needs that occur within them. Know now however that all these things you may not find in a person you call "friend" but they more or less satisfy one to two of the given descriptions.

 

HOWEVER, do not be discouraged, dishonored or insulted that I call you one of my so called "friends" because I don't just find one quality of you attractive/notable/nakakapagpabagabag/WORTH MORE THAN THE WORLD, I find ALL YOUR QUALITIES WORTH MORE THAN THE WORLD believe me when I say that kahit magalit kayo sakin, kahit ano mang kababalaghan ilabas ninyo sakin, kahit saktan ninyo ako paulit-ulit, YOU ARE STILL MY FRIEND AND WILL FOREVER BE. Sorry rin na paminsan user-friendly ako, I seem like I don't care and at times, I look like I don't care. Always remember naman na I care, kahit hindi halata. :)) SORRY NA! Medyo tanga rin ako eh! :))

 

Tower of God 157

Damn, the latest chapter was all about Hatsu and how he defeated a Level 60 patrol with a hollow steel pipe. A bit impressive. I'm just not too fond of his character nor do I hate him. It's just that I need to see 1 panel of Viole. (Is that too much to ask?). At least the chapter got the usual rating of 9.9.

Pikachu (Lero-Ro) made an appearance at the end, by the way.

Traveler wants to escape from his prison cell so he prays to Zahard, Enryu and Urek Mazino. LOL. :))

According to the author's afterword, the party will begin next week *squeals*

Viole in a formal wear. My heart can't take it just imagining about it. I hope Jinsung prepared an outfit for him. Hehe!

Some of the comments in the forums are funny like "what an underwhelming chapter" or "waited an entire week for this disappointment".

NOTE: Full summary can be read at wikia. And please read Tower of God. It's such a good manhwa that after reading 5 chapters, you won't get enough of it.

Halbok warrior with a steel pipe

Lero-Ro

The LRT Experience

Dumating ako sa UST ng 10 am. I was with my ate. So, kumain na muna kami ng lunch at Shakey's habang hinihintay ko pa mga kasamahan ko. We ordered Bunch of Lunch. Yung may pizza, caesar's salad, 2 mojos at crispy chicken. Nag-stay kami dun ng 1 hour and after that pumunta na ako sa meeting place at nakita ko friends ko. We made chika-chika while waiting for the others. Habang naghihintay, may lumapit na taong grasa na hubo't hubad kay BOY at inaalok siya ng chocolate. Tawa naman kami. Umalis na lang yung taong grasa. And after a while, sa wakas dumating na mga klasmeyts namin. 

And thus, nagsimula na ang travel namin.

First, sumakay kami ng trike to Legarda. Easy.

Next, eto na. Pagkabayad ko ng fare to Santolan, we waited for the train to arrive and after a while, sumakay na kami ng LRT 2. Pagkasakay ko, parang nasa ibang dimensyon na ko. Cool! Hindi ko akalain na airconditioned at may lights yung tren. Ang konti pati ng tao. Travel time is about 30 mins, I think. After we arrived at our destination, eto na! After kong ipasok yung card, nagtaka ako kung bakit walang lumalabas. Medyo kinabahan ako. I just stood there like an idiot. Tapos si BOY 1, sinabi, "Uy! Hindi talaga lalabas 'yan." So tawa na lang ako to hide my embarrassment. Saka ko naalala na nasa Santolan na kami. Silly me! :))

So ayan, sumakay na kami ng jeep papunta sa bahay ng klasmeyt. We made preparations for the program. We pumped balloons, naglagay ng mga prizes sa pabitin. Gumawa yung iba ng arroz caldo. After the preparations were done, pumunta na kami sa orphanage. Masaya yung mga activities na na-prepare para sa mga kids. The program finished at about 4:30. After that, bumalik na kami sa bahay ng klasmeyt namin. We ate merienda (hindi naman talaga ako kumain). Tapos umalis na kami ng 5:30. Kasama ko si GIRL 1, GIRL 2, GIRL 3, BOY 1 at BOY 2 sa tren. BOY 1 kept teasing me since he found out that it was my first train ride. Pagdating ng USTe, we went our separate ways. Nagkita kami ng ate ko sa terminal and it only took 1 hour to get home since it's a holiday.

Much better if I remembered to take pictures of me riding the tren.

Pagdating ng bahay, first thing I did was to open my laptop and to post the things that happened to me today in my blog and here I am. Hehe! :)

Ok, kakain na ko.

Signing out, nagmamahal,

Bebs

P.S. Don't be mislead by the title. Wala talaga akong maisip na title.This is all about the things that happened to me today. :)